Please return my smile

Don't know what's happening to me recently.
Even I sat along with them,
I felt like I'm out from the world.

Even I felt like want to join them,
I did not know what to say.
Eyes looked each other without intention
but we didn't say anything. Silent.

I tried to think back the old time.
The conversations we had were all about duty.
Now we no longer have to work in any program or activity
so we have nothing to talk about or share with?

I felt so helpless, or rather be sad
because couldn't merge myself into you guys' topic.
Why is that so? I really can't figure out why.
Even feel scary just by feeling the atmosphere.
Everyone look at me but speak nothing to me.
Sounds like I'm a stranger, or rather an invisible one?

Did I do something wrong?
Please tell me sincerely if I really did so.
You know I'm always the blur one.
Anything serious happens until it's settled,
then I only know the whole story.

The loving and warm feeling has gone in my heart.
Will it be the end after I leave my 2nd family?
Even for now, am I really one of the family members?

29th - 31st Oct Design 2 Fieldtrip

Venue : George Town, Penang

Went for a 3 days 2 nights trip in penang with my TOA gang XD
Stayed overnight at Rei Rei's house on the day before...
We were asked to gather by 6.30am
then ended up with starting our journey by 7.30am something @@"
Played photo shooting with Yann's lights before we left KL TOA XD


I wrote an "A" which represents my name ^^
Cool, I didn't move my body for that 10+ seconds XD

Finally, the buses arrived and
the lectures moved a lot of things onto the buses 0o
THE THINGS LOOK SUPER SCARY FOR US!
WHAT KIND OF PROJECT WE GONNA DO !?
Thanks God we could choose our own bus
so ended up with one class in each bus,
except Vesakha XD dumped us and
went to join the second class!!
Sob sob~~


The purple Anna


Played poker Cho Dai Di in the bus, LOOK AT MY CARDS !


Somewhere before we arrived Penang~
1 RM and SHATH !

Before we went to our inn,
we went for a Penang exploration!
The main objective of this exploration is
to explore some traditional materials.
The first place I went was a bamboo & rotan shop - SEANG HIN LEONG
It's quite sad that this kind of business is not as good as previous time
since everyone is more towards to modern style.
Most people don't prefer handmande as they are expensive =(
All these traditional business will disappear in 1 or 2 generations time.


Here's the shop


I hope I can own any of these XD

The next shop I went is a Chinese lantern shop,
they also make flags for temples.
XD One funny thing is foreigners buy these lanterns
and write wishes such as 幸福快乐 and keep as souvenirs.

Too bad, no photo since my camera "dead" already.
Okay, the last shop I went was a metal shop.
An 70-aged uncle worked there for about 40 years 0o
He is still healthy and strong! wow!
He showed us his pressured machines and demonstrated
how to use them. What a nice uncle!
I got a stainless steel loop from him as souvenir XD

Time to get back to hotel~~
I was arranged to share room with Shiau Jia.
I was so shocked as I almost arranged
to share a room with a BOY 0o
What a stupid mistake they made XD

We stayed at Garden Inn which located at
just a stone's throw away from Penang TOA.
Envy of them! They have BIG hall !
Everything is still in progress
as we could see there were unfinishing painted door and stairs.
One unfortunate thing is they don't have a computer lab like us.

Me, Siaw Pei, Joey, Mei Fang and Thomas were in group 9.
We had 5 people in 1 group, so our team's name is 925 !
Nine to Five! Fight Fight Fight Fight Fight!

The ice breaking game was "fantastic" XD
Some people even described it as "a game that sweats MOST".
Well, this game is called Human Chain.
Can you imagine we stucked in this game for 2 - 3 hours? XD


I was in the middle XD SWEATING, RAINING!

Played this game until midnight...0o DAMN TIRED!

In the next morning, another EXPLORATION yeah!
We were lucky to have a really good tour guide with us ^^
compared with other tour guides XD
Oh ya, I have forgotten to mention that about
60 of us were divided into 3 groups.
I was with Meng and Chrystal's group ^^ pretty lucky am I?


Temple is the most common place I visited.
Too bad I can't get the chance to enter this temple.
This is the largest Chinese temple in Penang.


Handmade "Xiang" that is good for our respiration system 0o


They provide varies sizes and the ingredients
basically were imported from 2 different countries,
which are India and Australia.


We studied the structure and design of old buildings.




Another Chinese temple, like the design ^^


I find it cute with the 2 light bulbs on it's nose


Here's the Cheong Fatt Sze's house




It's also named as the Blue House.

We spent 1 hour in this house
as the tour guide had a lot of stories to tell us ^^
THANKS, JOAN !

At night, ignore we spent TONS of money in eating >"<
the main point is we spent few hours
to prepare a persentation for next morning.
Quite shocked with the result because
I thought we made it really cincai.
Before the lunch break, we had 2 games,
scrabber and egg throwing 0o lolz
It's more like throwing our heads XD lolz
because this game really made people
almost got HEART ATTACK!
Need to get photos from Meng, stay patient ya!

GUESS WHAT ^^
My group won the 1st prize which I didn't expect at all 0o


Here's the score board~
REALLY THANK TO EVERYONE WHO SUPPORT US!

Paid a visit at a Chocolate Boutique before we left Penang
My team was awarded a Chili Chocolate as we were the HOTTEST team.
Sweat...what explanation is this 0o


The chocolate really burned my tongue!

WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT PENANG?
COME VISIT PENANG LAH! =P

Computer Application

This artwork took me about 20 hours to complete @@"
Well, the hardwork and time used are still worth
since she's my favourite actress ^^

It's FUNNY !

Here's something interesting happened in my class.
The white sculpture at the left is my assignment sculpture.

Yann played around with it and
found out that it can be rotated by
knocking on the table 0o lolz!
It's so funny that the sculpture is rotated on the same base.
It won't move a single inch to any direction @@" Haha~
I never think that my sculpture can be a kinetic sculpture! lolz!

THANKS, YANN! HAHA~

My Sweet Home Ever

Recently, I felt stressed and frustrated.
However, I still can't figure out what are the reasons....
How to erase the annoyance...I totally have no idea.
I just felt unhappy, or even got angry without reason.
Maybe there was but I don't want to think about it.
Sorry to my dear second family,
always show my cold shoulders to you guys recently.
Really sorry....

Thanks Alan,
your photos made me relieved.
Well, I can't really describe the feeling with words.
Thanks to my dear Jesus for pulling me back,
with the invisible rubber band.
I'm weak yet stubborn, under the claws of Satan.
I really need your full support.

I thought the warm feeling of the church has disappeared in my heart.
Yet, it's still there, just I buried it with my own hands.
Can't believe I can cry just by looking at the photos.









Shine upon me.

The Mysterious Hand in THE LAST SUPPER Painting 神秘的手出现于《最后晚餐》

The full painting, created by Leonardo di ser Piero da Vinci
完整的《最后晚餐》，画家是Da Vinci


The mysterious hand with knife
拿着刀的神秘手

There's a weird thing about this hand
because it doesn't belong to anyone in the painting 0o
Observe carefully, it's true.
这只手很奇特的，突然出现在画中，
因为那这只手不属于画中任何一人。
请仔细观察，真的不属于任何人。

So actually his hand is belonged to who?
A famous artist like Da Vinci
is impossible to make such a out of proportion mistake.
What's the hidden message?
First I thought it's Satan's hand, wants to kill Jesus.
But then Da Vinci was not a Christian, who might not think that deep.
Throughout the research,
some of them said it's belonged to Peter with weird holding position
while some of them said there's another hidden figure behind them.

这只手究竟是属于谁的？
像Da Vinci这样出名的画家是不可能会犯这样“走形”的错误。
究竟他在图内藏了什么讯息？
我本来以为它是魔鬼的手，一心想要杀害耶稣。
Da Vinci不是基督教还是天主教，应该不会想到这么深奥。
通过了一些调查，有些人说他是属于圣伯多禄的手，手的确是走形了，
有些人说他们背后还有一个人。

Unknown mystery ever... 不可解开的疑问...

Melaka Trip (18th - 20th August)

Finally got the photos from Yann XD
August till NOW......lolz! Take almost 1 month!
Tada~ Let's start the Melaka Story with photos XD



Here's the committee of Melaka Trip XD
Yi Ting : Consultant, Tour Guide
Rei Chei : Secretary
(She woke us up every morning, lolz,
brought her sketch book everywhere 0o)
Anna : Key Keeper (what an easy post I got,lolz!)
Yann : Transport and Accommodation Supervisor, Cameraman (Thanks,Yann!)

Treasurer is Ariel! Lolz!
She gave us money to spend!


Off to Melaka ^^


This is where we stayed. Quite a WOW experience for me!


Our bedroom! We shared the same bedroom XD
Not enough blanket with Yann around


The venue where we took our first lunch in Melaka~


Finally we were here together =)
However, Ariel was not with us =(


I find this cute and creative ^.^

BEFORE


AFTER



Like this photo ^.^ Looks like a chess board.


Happy living in Malaysia?


Next, we went for the museum~


SHATH will become famous designers in worldwide,
as famous as them XD NO JOKING, THIS IS OUR DREAM!


Really suprised with this kid...


Somewhere getting near to the castle


I wish I can fly


Melaka castle, now is used as museum~
Guess what, this castle was built without using any nail!


Yann is the "contrast"


tired.....collapse......


Like this photo with kampung feel


ONE MALAYSIA~


At the castle~ ... what the name huh?


At night, we went to take the ship ^.^
Travelled on Melaka River~
Suprised with Yi Ting's costume 0o


Biting while waiting~


On the ship now~
The scenery in Melaka cannot describe with words 0o
Damn nice!


Had our dinner in this building~


Like this shadow XD


Melaka town's night scene ^^


The Joker Street's stage
Sorry, no performance!


Next morning went to the temple of this guy


The 3 Guardians


Then went for this,
we could see all the views in Melaka with this
Slept first...always took time to wait


Ops! Don't mimic me! Thank you!
And please keep your mouth shut.


Another museum 0o
Melaka sure has many museums~ wow!


On the ship, of course


We will never miss a jump shot XD


Can you imagine how big is it?


Melaka's first Catholic Church


Chicken Rice Balls! My favourite!


Shopping XD


At night, we had Satay Celup~


Eye on Malaysia


Eye on Melaka, lolz, see the difference?


This fountain's patterns were formed
according to the music they played.
Fantastic!


The clock tower,
no people other than us at night XD


Melaka's windmill

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